Watching Her

Specifications

• Charcoal
• 297mm x 420mm
• Sketchpad 

About this piece

Work from my 2019 Clinic Stay for a mixed episode - Depression and Mania- mIxed episode.
I drew a lot. Just observing. Meditating while everything spun around.  
From Instagram: 

“What feels natural and instinctive is drawing. To be honest. In those moments, I feel like I'm am splitting open and what helps is to create.
And maybe things felt harder in art school because I was fighting against myself a lot.
What helped is getting ourseide of that, like meditation.

I would watch and see everything, it was easier and felt lighter being an observer. I would watch my roomies and make friends, and just watch everyone. Every bit looking like a painting, every moment feeling like a painting with different energy.

In this pic, my room stayed in bed. She was the bed. And I felt it.“